The other bizarre thing is Carrie was the same thing with messages to me a few months previous sending me shitloads of messages when i asked for a bit of peace. i blocked her for like a day and a half just to get a reset i needed. when i looked in my blocked messages list it was a shitload of attacks that were getting more and more vindictive.
i was like wtf is all this and she was like oh sorry and looked guilty. its aight i said. ill do that for a friend. ill take that abuse. clearly that doesnt extend the other way. because im not a total cunt i didnt save them into a dossier i was building on her. none of her shit did i save or record bar one conversation at the end purely to prove our property agreement when it was clear she was trying to defraud me of my cash. in contrast my best friend there has been cataloguing me for years like a bunny boiler.
yeah fuck if i stuck all her messages together etc. you just dont do that in genuine relationships.
and if i had a lawyer he would be getting into that. i dont want one now tho, in fact im going to refuse one and do it myself purely because they tried to stop me. all of this shit happened at the end of our relationship mostly but shes trying to say the entire relationship is a crime ? even us meeting is sinister. fucking fraud bullshit.