lol! the scottish pigs think this is a serious goer. going to the docs to give her support. right. more time wasted dealing with Carrie-Anne MacDonald.
after scottish pigs allowed her and me to be assaulted she became very ill. she was shaking when they left – like a whole body shake i had never seen it before. throughout the whole time ive known Carrie one of hte main sources of her stress was her shitty scottish doctor and it was so bad….. so bad. the whole country is fucked there. they couldnt give a fuck about the equality act either and it appears people there are… more stupid lets say… overall… no offence.
Carrie says she is feeling weird. as usual she gets on the internet and looks it up then becomes convinced she has something called pernicious anemia or something like that ? not sure if the stress of thinking that made it worse or what, but she kept on saying there was a problem and i became very concerned. i tried to look it up myself as well. you cant tell if you have that without an expensive blood test and there were several different types of ones. She was so sure i got her a membership of this society so you can get support which she did and that was better for a bit, but going to her doc trying to find out what it was – was as usual painful and full of barriers for her.
She had a massive fight with them to do something i could do in england without any trouble at all. e.g. emailing my doctor. super easy, she might not reply immediately but she was good and she never once said oh i cant do that. this place however fought TOOTH AND NAIL NOT TO GET AN EMAIL ! it was quite bizarre they tried to say they cant get them, then i saw the woman on the reception receiving them and i said can i send emails to you and she was like yeah sure. i think she had not got the memo that any kind of adjustments for autistic people mUST BE STOPPED AT ALL COSTS. oh its not safe, it might not be safe. wtf are you talking about… they were just making up shit to be cunts basically. they are a business and its costing them more time by a few minutes. they feel its ok to shit on disability law to do that. fair enough whatever!
lets go through this. so scottish pig motherfuckers give her this shake thing (video evidence), it ends up her going to hospital one day. im getting the text break from her and suddenly shes going im on the floor in the house come get me and i literally sprinted down to the house, picked her off the floor and had to phone the ambulance three times to get them to come cos they couldnt be arsed. again the services there shit as possible, the emergency woman was like yeah its ok, not bothered. i had to basically talk it up so they would come, i had no idea what was going on, what was wrong with her. rather panicky. i suppose this is abuse as well..
i had to say i didnt know if she was having a stroke right now, and i had to say to her like dont freak out but im going to say something worse than what it is cos we dont know what it is. i didnt want her having an actual stroke getting even more stressed or a heart attack or some shit. so eventually after 3 very stressful phone calls, i managed to force them down there, and she was taken to hospital and examined.
little monkalunk came home and she wanted to go give her support in the hospital so we both took a cab down there and went to get her. i remember buying em nice fluffy blankies and hot water bottles for their beds on the way back. this whole episode with her docs trying to get help for this was horrible and the doctors who had caused her so much grief and shouting matches and crying from the phone calls FOR YEARS i think eventually did agree to take an email after the ombudsman got involved, but the sheer stress and pain just to send an email shows in deep discrimination and disdain for disability law in scotlands institutions.
they couldnt figure out in the hospital what it was so they gave it some generic name. we then start going through all that and one day after the hospital shes trying to get proper blood tests and the doctors sure are taking their time. if it was a serious problem the reaction time they had would have killed Carrie. verging on criminal negligence ? so one day after many many hours, days and years of hearing shit from this doctor upsetting her i went with her. (the doctor upset her so much i spent a while actually interviewing the other doctors in town to see if they gave a shit about the equality act, one was sort of trying to but didnt really give a fuck – it was more because i had come in on the approach of do you obey the equality act that they were trying to be nice)
her ‘autistic advocate’ comes down even though she is probably BPD. its weird i didnt have one but she did and she probably isnt actually autistic. even the psychiatrist tried to stop her doing internet diagnosis cos he realised she was probably BPD. i dont think she thought i was coming or she did or didnt who knows but her advocate Kirsten looked like she didnt want me there for a second, and she knew i thought she was pretty crap at helping her cos still no lawyer, still no heating, terrible heath help. so yeah i mean not like massively didnt want me there but just a vibe. she didnt like me i guess and i didnt like her.
she looked especially pissed off when my doctor prescribed me cannabis HAHA! i was telling her about it going yeeeeehhhh and she looked like a stuck up conservative. yeah shes stiff and weird and looks after a ridiculous amount of autistic people so many it would be an impossible job to do well. yeah i mean she was aight there was just a weird vibe about her, you know when people want to talk shit about you and you can feel it. thats her. and fucking coerced me into 3 months of work on her and Carries whim to fucking get this heating company which they probably could win a good 500k + out of which they didnt even use or read i dont think. fuck it ill upload it that guy deserves to be exposed.
so then we go in fart around its the same doctor who i made come to the house a week or so before cos i didnt think carrie was well enough to travel to her. we sat there and me and carrie both know what blood tests are available, how complicated and expensive they are and which ones definitely can isolate whether she has this pernicious thing she has become fixated with. turns out she didnt but the doc is doing the usual evasive ‘im not saying i dont want to spend any money but maybe we can look at teh cheaper option of you having no medical help’ i think this kind of NHS shit is negligent. they are hedging to save cash, they are basically taking away your healthcare cos they cant afford it but adding a veneer of help, some woman in a room who goes its aight… its a gamble with your life essentially. but what we wanted were blood tests so we can find out what the fuck is wrong with her.
the appointment is getting towards the end, i can see the doc is trying to wrap it up. Carrie is ranting and shes gone back to repeating some shit ive heard a million times about this but she isnt getting to the point of what are they actually going to do and like a minute is left on the clock. so i interrupt to kind of clarify to the doctor what she needs . i interrupt to try to get her the care she needs that ive actually been fucking researching on the net. i cant remember exactly what i said now, but what i did say definitely kicked the doc to get some shit going, and at the time i remember nothing negative about it all. we went home, and job done.
however!!!! this is domestic abuse ! because i interrupted her with a minute to go. seriously.
the fuck desperate shit is this. what court would take this seriously other than a rural buttfuck racist circus. i mean what serious court would take this serious :)