My best friend Carrie (THE CAT) has made a bunch of accusations against me – the first one being that i have assaulted her and interfered in her business. I will now deal with her accusations in writing. This person has stolen all of my belongings, including my clothes, shoes, phone, house, more than 15k + in cash, untold sweat equity, she sold my music equipment and then tortured me after the accusations with arranging to give me my stuff back, and then changing her mind and screaming at me multiple times.
The accusations came on the same day i said i was contacting a solicitor and just after i said i had called a domestic abuse line for support after constant emotional abuse, isolating me, cutting me off from the toilet and show forcing me to shit in a bucket. Legally you are not allowed to do that with a caravan you must have it linked to the property but whatever. she doesnt care. The change in her came so quickly I immediately recognised that I was wrong about the psychiatrist and its likely she is actually BPD.
Carrie and I had been having an argument about the amount she was talking about suicide – it was every day, I had just survived a suicide attempt and hearing it every day was really taxing, but i tried to keep on supporting, despite constant emotional abuse. she was offended i didnt like her shouting in my face all the time, and that i didnt want her to be my girlfriend. She would coerce me into buying her valium on the internet for her anxiety, if i didn’t she would go on and on about it or become really moody and shouty. The same with her ADHD meds, she found this website you can get diagnosed and she got the full package. autistic and ADHD – she got ADHD meds but previous was a speed addict and started doing double the dose. I tried to stop her doing it but she didn’t listen. We even agreed that the valium might be affecting her body and it was wise to stop. I thought we had agreed but it seems she was so annoyed i wouldn’t get it she made up a load of shit.
the ADHD shit worked well for a bit but the crash was noticeable, she would become really disagreeable about everything, like a shitty child. Still i stupidly supported my friend. Then she coerced me into buying the ADHD meds online cos the NHS had run out and she was going absolutely spare. i had to spend 400 quid getting one packet of that shit just to stop the mental behaviour. She had become ill after the Scotttish police attacked us and her arm started shaking and shit, it was really frightening and i can prove it was probably caused by Dingwall Police Station in Scotland. I have the video of her body shaking after she was assaulted and the police attacked me and didnt even take her statement. I never saw her shake like that before that day. It was definitely Dingwall station that did it. Ableist pig cunts.
number 1 the first of her dizzying and ever-changing list of confused accusations, which were entirely designed so she could take my money and property cos she has hoarding and rejection sensitivity issues. Reporting someone to try and get out of legal commitments with someone is a criminal offence i believe but whatever, shes Scottish and a woman who is good at crying and I am a softly spoken flat affect English man who never shouts but swears every other word. i love swearing and no cunt is going to stop me. Done it all my life its part of my PDA from fucking school ffs. Its an intrinsic part of me, which she knew well. She also loved calling people cunts on the internet it was her favourite fucking message to people. You would expect Scotland to be racist about it cos its a total backwards shithole.
She employed two of her friends to help, one ive never met, and one i met like 3 or 4 times for 5 mins or something.
accusation 1:
i have assaulted her in 2018 before I met her.
er…. what ? how can i do that before ive met her ? shes assaulted me a bunch of times, smashed her elbow into my face, kneed me in the nuts, shoved me around the place, body slammed me. her mother assaulted me pushing me with her elbow in her ribs and then she tried to gaslight me about it saying it never happened.
accusation 2:
I ‘interfered in her business.’
what the fuck is this supposed to be a crime ? so what if i did interfere? not only did i not interfere in her business (which was our business actually and which i ran and paid for, and paid for half the house) but i was coerced into doing all this work on our property with the verbal agreement that i will always have a home and i dont have to be frightened of being thrown out anymore, something i have endured for decades due to my disability and misophonia. The coercion happened by promising a safe place to live and permanent home, then it would also happen with anxiety. Carrie used her anxiety to make me anxious and every time if she complained about something she knew i would help whatever it was i was always there for her. what a fake lying bitch. The last time we argued she started shouting adn i started to walk after and she called after me as i was going out the door ‘I was raped at school’. It was at this point i realised that she was using her trauma to control me, which is so fucked up. She even came in to have a polite conversation with me to tell me “you are manipulative, but you will probably think i am by saying this” – for someone that used imaginary bullshit to try and fleece me out of my property and cash i find this obviously mental. Apparently at this time she was scared of me, but not so scared she couldn’t accuse me of heinous acts that someone who is not genuine would do.
Carrie pitches herself in this as the poor timid woman in this and i am the monster. This woman is not timid. Shes like a fucking foghorn. Theres nothing timid about her really. Maybe if you dont know her i suppose.
Carrie kept telling me every time she was horrible that it was because she was autistic. When she threw shit around or went mad or assaulted me, she called it meltdowns and so thats ok its just part of being autistic. When i met her she wasnt autistic actually but ill go into that later and the psychiatrist who said she has BPD trying to stop her getting the diagnosis (which she eventually got from a short appointment online after studying the DSM5), Carrie would often get stressed out about her hoarding problem, if you moved something wrong or it was sentimental even if it was covered in fucking mould – that was grounds to go mental on you. One of her favourite tricks was threatening to throw me out in the middle of the night without my stuff. She did this frequently and then complained that I was abusing her because i left the place a few times just to get a break from her madness. She would change her mind the next day, say sorry and be nice again.
we had a bunch of good times as well tho, laughter and i loved her and her daughter despite how fucked up she was. obv i now think shes a piece of shit and i blame myself for trusting people too much. I dont think i will ever make a friendship again after this.
i now realise what i experienced at her place was emotional abuse, domestic abuse, financial abuse, child neglect and coercive control. English police said what she did after her accusations amounts to domestic violence.
Her attacks didn’t stop at the accusations. she tortured me to the point it could actually be defined as torture under the UN definition.
I’m going to deal with each offence individually.
For this crime of doing nothing wrong at all, I was arrested in Scotland and charged without a lawyer or knowing what the charges were, i was forced to hold a humiliating card which said i was mentally retarded (i believe this was done with the intent to humiliate, since its likely i am more intelligent than most of their employees. when i asked what the hell is this, the pig bastard told ,me ‘oh you know the equality act and all that’ again smirking thinking its funny ) , after being forced to hold it they then asked what my disability was! when i told them they scoffed at it and said nothing, they didnt know what it was. i was then put into unsuitable accommodation for my disability. i want a full apology and compensation and i want my fucking property back which i have now asked for 2 million times and i will keep fucking asking until i get it. If i dont get it NOW im going to jump off a cliff. i cannot be without my babies – my instruments. As soon as i am provided a lawyer i am happy to partake in this accusation farce, but Scotland WONT PROVIDE ME ONE. yes you read it right. They smirked at me in the station when they said ‘oh yeah youre not allowed to represent yourself’ – this is illegal in Scotland only a court can decide that. Not some mouthbreather pig piece of shit. If they comply with the law and now do the same to Carrie, turf her out of her house take any way of her getting money away, shove things in her face, put her somewhere unsuitable for her disability. And obviously arrest the various people in Scotland that have been violent to me, Like the weird troll on my other post.
So, until they do I also will not engage. I don’t actually engage with anyone anyway im a hermit, an agrophobic and i hate people. This woman has wasted so much of my life, my energy my time, my love. she taken away my fake daughter who i loved very much and i now think shes a piece of shit. I really didnt want to go in on this angle of writing this up because thats what the authorities want. to fish through and try and find something to help their Scottish (not english) friend. To pit us against each other so they can be vindicated for their past attacks. She gave them this opportunity after she told me she was going to help me sue them. Literally weeks after.
One thing that Carrie is very good at is crying and being a victim. This performance of hers deserves a standing ovation for the manipulative and sneaky shit she did to steal my shit essentially driven by her own paranoia of something that didn’t exist. Similar to end of her last relationship where she ended up in some hacking paranoia about her naked pictures being encoded by anonymous hackers or some shit. Potentially speed related psychosis from her ex who is an addict.
Who knows, what i do know is that i have done nothing wrong. I will send a guy over to pick up the stuff as soon as this woman admits she is a liar and this report gets to the police, who i would never speak with obviously because its an attack by them and its not the first one, its the fourth one, including one bizarre attack where they sent a black woman from london to a house in the highlands to tell us to move out. They had a campaign to get me in particular out because they are racist and Carrie gave it to them on a plate. Doh!
and now shes broken a bunch of laws.